Sunday, January 29, 2006
In this cell, i saw how everyone grew.
shi ying, my proudest member. from just a nominal christian to where she is now, a helper in one of the fastest growing cg in church.. i am soooo happy for her! shing jia you!
caijun.. slowly growing up, i know i have her fullest support. she is always quietly there although she dun show it. the next cgl.. dun disappoint me. =)
kelvin, my most matured member. i went thru SOT with him last yr. i willl never forget how i suan and discipled him. i saw him move on too. tremendously shd i say. his initiative is awesome. he definitely knows wat i want and wat i am looking for. i can trust him with the errands of the cell group. I know he sacrificed alot for God and for E362.. though not mentioned i appreciate him alot!
Swee. my dearest sweetest member. so mischevious. late for bs and often like to talk back. lateness is probably her profession. hey but thats the old swee min i know. now she is different. she has changed. to me, she is the most evangelistic i ever know in E362. i know now she is willing to lay down her life for God, more on fire. open to discipleship, changing herself for Jesus, thats my swee! =)
Xiao en.. she too. one of e sweetest girl in the cg. together w swee. always pickering.. haha thats their show, though its so noisy at times but its just so them. she is also so teachable now, i know she is doing her best in cg , usher and in sch. en, jia you! i missed giving u and swee bible study!
Tim.. prob one of the talented member tat i have. he is the cg asset. i have felt his heart's desire to rise up, to serve more.. i heard that cry. for that dream and desire, i believed he has put in tremendous and unseen effort. i guess he has died to himself many times to be where he is now. many times i felt so strong a burden f0r him, he might not know. Its ok, i am trying my best, i want to bring out the best in him! this year i pray he is gonna prove it!
Chun.. this boy wat can i say. the WOG says do not despise yr youth.. haha although young in age, there is so much he say do.. can i say as much as his physical size? keke! chun.. i know he often has volunteered himself to incovenience in order to get things done! wow! and also he also has brough many frens to church too.. his never dying spirit, his availability for the cg.. what can i say but to love him more.
Mer.. aiya this little guy, so quiet and yet so funny. you never know wat to expect from him. he brings laughters to the cg too if you dun know. he has become more responsible and slowly moving out of his quietness too. he is going to join strikeforce! a very loveable guy!
Hui shan.. doing her degree overseas but still in love with Jesus each day. i know she is responsible too. i can depend on her for a good cell group atmosphere. i am going to miss her yes and amen when she goes back to study.
Nicole.. this girl, one of the most hardworking one. so involved in so0o0o many CCA.. i also lost count already. but ever since she moved into this cg, i saw her changed. she is not longer the "bo chap" but she is doing her best to value add t0 the cg! hey girl, rem to rest!Han Zong... a funny guy too. he too has morphed into a different person compared the first time he came. Last week in cg prayer mtg , he was the first to burst out in prayers. so proud of him! he is going for chorus board and i hope this year he will breakthru in his church life! zong, jia you!
Stella.. the quiet princess.. cai said she is the fair lady of E362.. i saw another side of her.. was stunned. i prayed she will get the same passion back again.. i will be waiting..
Junyi.. all i know outside his specs world.. it is his PS2! he too has brought alot of frens to church considering his short period in church. his passion for st john who dunno.. he is developing muscles..physical and spiritual
Nicholas.. this boy arh.. jia you in your studies!
Edison...all the best in everything you do! you are in our prayers!
Paul...somewhere out there...
Edmund.. We miss you!
The wonderful E362...
I love y0u all..
Anonymous entered S.A.L.T @ 9:28 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
"quick clean the house!!" thats what i have been hearing from my mum for the last few days. why ne? if you still dun know, let me tell you, its chinese new year le if you still haven realise! oh yes, this is the only time i guess probably i will start clearing e 'store room' which i sleep in everyday. >_<
climb up and down, in and out... finally i got a new room! keke! feel more refreshed and hmm nice feeling! ^_^ i am sure you all know wat i am talking about.. its the same for many of us isnt it?
CNY arrived and rushed its way thru, shd be very happy.. but i dun feel so. Dad and brother overseas in shanghai so are most of my relatives. Left mum, lin, me and xiao hei at home.. no where to go.. guess xiao hei will be happy with us at home to celebrate his yr with him! maybe at least good news. can avoid those ppl i dun wana see, dun have to ans irritating questions. hmm!
have arranged a few meet up with some frens. with olivia, jeanie and xiaowei. then my sec sch pals. well awaiting some fun i guess. ok, this new year is gonna be different for me. going to work! work! haha..nothing to do at home, might as well!
ok la, update again. gonna get back to work! wish everyone a prosperous new year. collect lots of ang bow! keke! ^_*
getting red
Anonymous entered S.A.L.T @ 9:44 AM
Monday, January 23, 2006
It says :
Loving is not how you forget but how you forgive,
not how you listen but how you understand,
not what you see but how you feel,
and not how you let go but how you hold on
Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one whu hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to be the love you never knew you wanted
Anonymous entered S.A.L.T @ 5:47 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
.... where should i start? It has reali been long that i start pouring out my thoughts again...
thousands and millions times i wanted to write out those feelings that i have kept inside of me.. but the thought of writin was simply overwhelmed and soon faded by tiredness and tears. Some how i cant find words to replace my emotions animore.. like wat i used to. It seems the most difficult thing to do now! Someone please help me! Or maybe i just simply cant find any words to replace the confused me.. all that i am feeling and experiencing... who can understand me?
Well, lets do a simple sum up for 2005.
All i can say when doing the year review, i dun really rem alot of things. I only know God is good and He still is!
i think i had a splendid year! My heart's desire, my dream came to pass.. i became a CGL! tats my calling! I cant believe it! I am so happy that i went speechless when bro ed announced it! My pals went crazy with me too when i told them abt it. ^_^ well that dream came with a high price i got to pay, not mentioning the sacrifices, its nothing really.. Its just the beginning! =) I love the ppl God placed in E362. Every single one of them! I am loving them more each day..E362 you are the best!
Of course the highlight of the year was i went bible school!! SOT!! Whoohoo! just the name itself makes me whoa! I still rem we started sch on 14th Feb. Nice day isnt it>?? We had so much fun getting to know our new found frens from overseas. just a simple conversion with them reali felt i know the world! You bet they are good! dun play play!Then its the battle every tues to fri morning with the zzzz monster. Guess who wins? well. thats for u to find out! The lessons and experiences, every min and sec that i spent in SOT, let me tell u, its so indefinitely precious! I would not trade them for anything else! Of course its not just goin to sch, and beating the clock to scan your card, but its the encounters with God that transformed my life! And guess wat before you know it, its 18th Dec! Its graduation!
Putting on the gowns, adjusting our mortar boards, making sure we look the best, wearing the sweetest smile ever, one by one, proudly and steadily, we were on the stage! We shook Dr Jeff and Pst Kong's hands. Received our cert and we are back in our seat again! At the count of 3 when Pst Kong presented the 2005 class to the whole congregation, it was raining mortar boards in Expo Hall 8! not forgetting there were lighting (camera flashes) and thunder (thunderous applause and cheers) too! Did u miss it? Wow! And.. i heard a few *0Uch* here and there in the background.. keke..I am one of the culprit! Then its the usual photograph sessions and that spell the end of my sch life!
And then now no sch, i reali missed all the late nights rushing assignments, the after school fellowship, the long traveling yet enjoyable trip to sch.. all that can only be rem now. I will never forget how in SOT i grew closer to God..
Life still move on.. soon its christmas and the its the new year..2006! Nothing exciting and much to share about. Dunno why. Normally it should be an excellent chance of sharing joy w others but on this pg of my life i've got a blank page...
2006 unknowingly crept in.. bid 2005 off silently..the new year... as the word suggest "NEW", is everything gonna be new? Maybe...
Its time to set visions and resolutions again. What do i want to see myself achieving this year? It seems a depressing year for me.. i didnt start it well.. it will be a long story if i wrote everything down. Pst Kong preached about moving on to a new level this year.. is it going to happen to me? yes or no?
2006 means looking for new directions for me..am i going to continue with my degree or shd i look for a job? .. or better still get married and sit at home and shake leg! haha.. Definitely not for me.. its so boring!! Well so i have been mugging myself at work! All i can see now is W>O>R>K!!! nothing else.. such a boring me isnt it? Right now, i am really lost... i guess thats why i am drowning myself by working..I cant imagine myself working 66hours last week! I am emotionally, physically and mentally challenged and drained. there seems to be alot of things waiting for me to take actions and certain things have progressed... from bad to worse.. and no response from ting yet..
I have been struggling with reali alot of issues in my life. I guess God is doing HIs work in my life.
Internet not functioning for one month already.. was losing out reali alot on my frens blogs and msn.. finally its back again! yipee! had a great time reading and catching up with them. so much has happened... good and bad!
still got so much to write... but i am tired le.. catch up soon!
Like wat minghui said.. its so therapeutic.. i just love writin..
tired ting~
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