Guess i have been lazy.. not blogging. No updates.. alot of catching up to do!
During my disappearance, i did not went for some holidays or anything but went for a short mental vacation. I needed that! My poor little brain has overworked! hee!
Yes! So here i am ready to share and pen down the little vacation that i had.
As i have decided to fight this battle and run this race again, i have come to realise many things in my life that it can be changed, whereas there are also other things in my life that cannot be changed or altered!
What can be changed.. its like what Pst Carl said.. everything we see.. is subject to change. So my problems, they are just companions to spice up my life. Without them, i will never know what kind of person and character i am. Without them, i will never seek for improvments. Most importantly, without them, i will not be closer to God! Whatever it is, they are just "passer-bys" in my life. When i move on, i will never see them again. I will just meet more of them and different ones!
What cannot be changed.. It will be my love for God, for people, for my CG, E362, my calling as a CGL! My desire to impact lives thru the preaching of the Word and BS. That means no matter what happens, my decisions for these area of my life will remain as it is. No compromising, no waivering, not quitting, nothing! And if it should change, then it can onli be changed for the better! My love can only grow stronger and not colder! Yeah! =)
So God has stil been good! He will never left me hanging!
I still rem one service when Pst Tan preached about renewing our life... GOd showed me a bottle. I reali seriously do not understand what is it all about. Tried very hard to ask God to show me but He still din say anithing.
Well, the answer was revealed in the following week. It was a hard way to achieve this answer. God wanted it a practical lesson for me!
And yes He did! I went through a terrible week wanting to give up on everything. Then God reminded me of that bottle He showed me on sun. I just kept seeing water flowing out it but i simply do not understand a single thing. Then... here it comes.. He said, Ting, e bottle represents your life. what I am emptying right now is all yr bad attitudes, mindsets, yr old life, yr old self, all yr cannot-s, discouragements and disappointments. What i am experiencing right now is because HE has removed that cork that has suppressed all these that resulted in a polluted me. Its all flowing out now! God is shaking real hard! Not one drop of water was left. The bottle is totally emptied! In other words, God wants me to surrender all. He wants to be in control! He does not want a polluted and stinky bottle!
And so HE took actions. He wanted a NEW bottle, a NEW me! Well guess what He did? Did u guess it correctly? Yes! He refilled the bottle! HE refilled me.. not with anything but with the Holy Spirit, newer passion, newer dreams and visions, greater love for Him and His ppl! That has no doubt landed me in a newer position to serve Him, to love Him and to lay down everything of me.. just for Him! Isnt it great! He has done a great work in my life! That decision has really made me realised how impt my calling is in my life. There's no turning back now, only moving on!
And i got some other revelations too. Too much for today. Will write again! Now i need to go recharge le. Battery running low!
A brand new bottle!
No mixtures!
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