Well well
got lots of stuff flooding my thoughts.. haven piece them into words yet.. not much to say..
All i can say now God is good!
It seems like God is putting me to the fire again.. this time double the times the oven is heated up.. *0uCh*
Tues late night received that surprised call, was kinda of expecting it but didnt know it was so soon. Felt happy for her! At the same time, also hmm.. ya! Jia you k girl!
The most devasting thing gonna happen... and it did happened again! Overwhelmed with sadness, i chose to dwell in my world. Facing my helplessness, i decided to embrace the negative, refusing to face up to reality. No words could explained that kind of disappointment, a hurt.. so deep within.. I wanted so much to hang on but at the same time wanted to give up as well. It was emotionally draining..
But He will never left me alone.. He was there always.. so close, so real.
I am comforted in His presence and He assured me. Though that hurt was deadly enough to seize my little brain.. Nothing reali compares to being with Jesus. All that were unwanted were pushed behind by His love. At the same time, i realised heaps of things. Friendship can be so valuable.. so indefinitely important... But it can never work out without simply having trust.. Thats the most important foundation i think.
Lian, Amber and Hui thanks for everything!
0vErc0mInG!!
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