*huff and puff* Looks like i am in some kind of race..
the rabbit and tortoise race...
Rabbit thinks he is going to win aniway, why not rest first? It is still early to think of anything with tortoise miles behind.
But e tortoise think other wise.. He persisted throughout though his finishing line were not within his sight. I am sure he too will get tired of carrying that shell and having to race in a competition where chances of winning were negative. Temptations to rest and give up sure flash across his mind.. did he give in then?
Am i rabbit or tortoise?
Life is still the same. Seems like my heart and mind have got heavier with additional unwanted loads of meditations from different sources. Man, can you imagine that kind of pressure? Well..
just kinda settled and trashed out some stuff that have been roaming through my easily invaded mind. but still the problem persists. hai~ or is it me? Probably i think too much. thats my weakness!! Am i too sensitive or simply i cared too much about how u feel and think that i have thrown myself into some kind of depression. silly me >_< at least now its better after bringing it out.. i will never forget that day.. seems like some kind of confrontation. I got so much to say but i am just so limited in my vocab of vocal expressions. I was tremendously helpless when i saw how those tears rolled down the clueless face of yours. For the first time i cried in front of someone dear to me bcoz of increasing tension that is present between us. Now diminishing le of coz. I reali dun want to go thru whatever that has taken place again. can you talk to me? Its painful and it still hurts. God.. can u tell me why? ...
ok, well can i say God you are so amazing and faithful! Though i kinda of low tank in my faith n my trust in ya, Y0u are still there besides me, wrapping me in yr presence, constantly reminding me of yr words and yr promises. Yes! I know Y0u will provide as if you have said so! Jesus Y0u are the best!
LAst week went for FOP. wah, amazing things can reali happen anytime. The most discouraging sight.. Queues outside the stadium were like never ending. There were trains and trains of ppl. It has been ages since i joined the crowd. wanted to join in the "fun" with the rest. So on sat, we managed to cut queue and joined steph they all in the stomach of the "dragon". It could never have been boring with lian and minghui around. We played "MRT stations" using uno cards. So funny! Without say, i was laughing my heart out.. whoohoo. We made so much noise until we invited stares from the surrounding.. haha! feel like laughing just thinking of it!
The whole mtg kicked start with Hillsong and Delirious leading us into a great time praising and worshipping God with their hottest release! We have experienced the presence of God like never before as the preaching of the Word by Pst Collin convicted us in out hearts about having Apostolic Faith. The last night was the most solid arh! We were all just contended praising God with all that we have though energy level was at its minimum after 3 long fruitful days.. *sings* ohhh... yeah... here we come!
Tortoise won the race!
I will win it too!
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